;; i didnt want it to end this way

I read a note my Grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me
He said, "Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I love your Grandma so.
We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter, and this is what it said :
"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, Me."

I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray
I know I've never seen him cry in all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her, his eyes fill up with tears
"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, Me."

Saturday, October 22, 2005

thanks everyone for making my bdae such a memorable one! :)
words cannot express the gratitude towards all of you.
just as long as u rmb my bdae, im happy :)

im leaving for china on tues! excited yet dreadin to leave. i'll miss everything and everyone here. nvm i'll bring the black book so i can peep at the book and i wont feel that bad. :( i hope..

im freaked out by wad happened ytd. its not convenient to say it here. i shall not think bout what else had happened. id rather not know. its making me really confused.. i just bought a horoscope book. i told myself not to believe in such stuff, but its too true. or its probably just the insecurity i have in me.. whatever.

should i just let you go?

;; right from the beginning